Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Ergh!

This writing thing is harder than I remember. But to be fair I haven't done it in so long. Now I have alot of stories in my head all clamoring for attention. It gets noisy and hard to focus. I am trying. I just keep throwing things down and hopefully something will emerge as the victorious one.

1st Sgt was wondering why I wasn't smiling this morning. I always smile in the morning. I'm a morning person and I love PT. But I didn't sleep well. I'm bored, unfocused and unorganized. A far cry from my normal and happy state of being. People keep leaving but things keep breaking. As if the trucks don't realized we are short on workers. *Pisha* I hate to see not mission capable vehicles. It upsets me cause generally It was a small problem not long ago, no one caught it and now its a big problem. I think my biggest issue is that I care too much. I have a deep down need to do my job really well. I just don't understand when others aren't the same way.

Well I'm going to work. I've had my coffee and I am bound and determined to make a dent in the crap pile! Wish me Luck!

1 comment:

  1. You're overwhelmed because you have no organization? I totally understand hon. I can tell you what I do that works for me, esp when it comes to stories...

    Let me know if you want help. I went into a little bit of a slump, but I decided today that I will rework my schedule today.

    Just take one thing at a time. Tell all of that other stuff pushing to get out, to wait their turn, you will get to all of them. You will. :D Trust yourself and remember.... baby steps. Everything and everyone has to start with baby steps.

    Shove the impatience away, tell it to take a hike. You can only do what you can do, and the best way to start is by doing one thing at a time.

    Email me if you need anything. I love you and I know that this is only temporary... let those icky feelings out, and know that once you do, you might not have a chance to be happy, but you will have an opportunity to be at ease. :D

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